Wednesday, May 25, 2005
music: "get right" by jennifer lopez
am i being paranoid? am i thinking too much? or... is tt da truth... i hope i'm da one being paranoid... am i being ignored? tt feeling tt nobody likes u, nobody cares... it only happened for once/twice back in edgefield, but i had huimin wif me... who do i haf now? i don't know too... ever since i've gotten into nas der's jus this strong sense of insecurity... tt is wad happened to huimin too... hope she's doing well... *prays hardd* i hope this feeling goes away, or reality will turn da other way round -.-"
wateva... today's first lesson was maths... we played da rush hr game... nth much, cuz played b4 liaoz mahh... den english... i wanted to cryy ok... it was really depressing when THAT happened... am i looking too deep into it? maybe i'm not... maybe tt's jus da truth... after recess was science... did nth much... den geog... watched ella enchanted... it's a really nice movie las... but only watched halfway, no time, didn't get to see da dancing part lol... den cme... got back results... CA didn't really help much... wtf X( den mr fong go use our chinese name in remarks, wtf... ruin da report book :( den after sch stayed back to do abit project den go home wif ginny lorx... i want to go backk to believing in everything...
music: "our lips are sealed" by haylie and hilary duff
roxy tells it all 4:50 PM`
